I really thought that the 108th ayahuasca journey would be the end of it.
In my own search for relief from unrelenting emotional turmoil and inner drama, I went down many paths — had numerous therapists tell me I’d had enough sessions, I purged all my past lives, and shook many shaman rattles. I literally did all the things.
Holotropic breathwork, sweat lodges, non-duality, shamanism, group work, psychotherapy, Ayahuasca, DMT experiences, MDMA sessions, Cacao ceremonies.
While I found value in these modalities, the same patterns kept repeating.
On June 27, 2017, everything changed.
I experienced a process of listening deeply to myself – to what I am. I was able to turn the clairaudient skill inward and hear something beyond my personal drama.
Through deep listening, I was able to change in a real, permanent way.